By burning, it' literally super hot today.
It's English and SS paper today. I think I did decent for English, for SS... GAH.
D|
Anyway, today nothing much's up. Kok baked a super nice cake for class birthday, I overspent and bought lots of junk food and carbo, and I'm currently suffering from a stomachache.
At the time interval between exams and Japanese lesson it got a bit weird cause I felt I was getting un-included somehow. I failed to finish my Jap homework, I borrowed Peiyu's computer to do my overdue work (which got done but that in turn made her rush through the rest >< and she didn't finish this week's work as well).
I feel okay, but well as expected my parents are being pissy about me playing.
Oh well. What else is there that happened? Nothing much. Such an unexciting life. If my English teacher sees this he's probably gonna to kill me. A whole passage of rumblings with no target audience, thesis, or even a purpose.
Not like I'm writing this to prep for English.
Oh wait before I forget, my comp's getting more and more screwed up and Dad promised to get me a new (and most likely bigger) thumbdrive. Hooray for that.
Friday, May 4, 2012
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Raining
Today sucks because
1) I failed my chem paper
2) Because of this fail my overall GPA for chem is going to be lower than 2.0.
3) Because of that I emo'd during CCA, probably screwing things up with a few people further and I feel super guilty now
4) And finally, worst thing is getting told off by parents about how my seniors got scholarships to all over the world and the number of As they get and the number of interviews they've been through to get places in top universities.
5) ...The saddest thing is to disappoint my parents. I've let them down again.
Okay, okay. I know my problem perfectly well. I am a hopeless internet addict, I don't study, I feel conceit easily, I'm too proud, I expect to get grades by taking a few glances at revision materials at the last minute.
I am lazy.
I'm not good at art, music, or sports. Now my academics officially suck, as well.
I have no goal for life.
How can I compete with those people out there? It's just plain hopeless no matter how you look at it. I mean, I know you're supposed to work hard and get repaid, but that's the problem. I got into a good school alright, but that was only cause my parents were on my heels and pushed me hard. I can't seem to find my own motivation to study, or do something that actually is worth doing.
I don't know, prospects of a future seem bleak. I'm at a loss. I do know what I can do, but I don't know...
Argh. Frustrating.
1) I failed my chem paper
2) Because of this fail my overall GPA for chem is going to be lower than 2.0.
3) Because of that I emo'd during CCA, probably screwing things up with a few people further and I feel super guilty now
4) And finally, worst thing is getting told off by parents about how my seniors got scholarships to all over the world and the number of As they get and the number of interviews they've been through to get places in top universities.
5) ...The saddest thing is to disappoint my parents. I've let them down again.
Okay, okay. I know my problem perfectly well. I am a hopeless internet addict, I don't study, I feel conceit easily, I'm too proud, I expect to get grades by taking a few glances at revision materials at the last minute.
I am lazy.
I'm not good at art, music, or sports. Now my academics officially suck, as well.
I have no goal for life.
How can I compete with those people out there? It's just plain hopeless no matter how you look at it. I mean, I know you're supposed to work hard and get repaid, but that's the problem. I got into a good school alright, but that was only cause my parents were on my heels and pushed me hard. I can't seem to find my own motivation to study, or do something that actually is worth doing.
I don't know, prospects of a future seem bleak. I'm at a loss. I do know what I can do, but I don't know...
Argh. Frustrating.
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