Saturday, January 26, 2013

Food Blog 5

No wonder I have yet to loose any weight -

1) 2 subway cookies

2) 1 veggie pau

3) 1 egg

4) 1 cup of apple & aloe vera juice

5) 1 stick choco wafer

6) Few bites of bee hoon with lots of cabbage

7) 3 chicken wings, 2 sausages, 2 capsicum halves, 1 minuscule potato, 1/3 corn-on-cob

8) 2 cans of soft drinks

Went for a barbecue and completely killed my diet.

Food Blog 4

I would first like to declare that due to SAT today, I am taking a break from my diet...

1) 1 egg

2) 1 veggie pau

3) 1 Ferrero rocher

4) Japanese Nabeyaki set - contains cabbage-and-chicken soup, small bowl of udon, 3 pc sushi and 2 fried chicken balls orz

5) 1 apple

YES I'M NOT DIETING AND I DON'T GIVE A -

Friday, January 25, 2013

Food Blog 3


Still doing this... effective way to diet cause you feel guilty once you put everything down D:

1) Medium sized bowl of vegetarian porridge

2) Bubble tea, pearls included (SUGAR + TAPIOCA! oh no ;u;)

3) Rice + curry sauce + chicken cutlet (gah I ate the skin as well orz) + long beans + cheese sausage (I know, I know...)

4) Big cup of freshly squeezed apple juice, zilch sugar

5) Huge bowl of vegetable soup with soft boiled egg

6) A medium sized banana

Har... har... I shall name this "the diet of a pig".

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Food Blog 2

I can't believe I managed to stick with this.

Continuing from yesterday...

1) Wanton noodles from school canteen

2) Cup of milo also from canteen

3) Soya beancurd, green tea flavour, also consumed in canteen...

4) 2 medium sized veggie pau with small plate of stir-fried cauliflower at home

5) An apple and a banana

Gosh this is so not a diet D|

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Food Blog 1

I am going to be serious about my diet this time. I mean I've lost 3kg successfully before, but then gained them back after a while... argh.

Listing what I ate should help.

1) Weird "Japanese" beef with rice from school canteen. Threw majority of the rice away but still. Shall remember to not buy from that stall again.

2) Regular slurpee from 7-11. So guilty.

3) HUGE bowl of cheese pasta. It was only nice for the few first bites before I got sick of the super cheesy taste ): but it's still quite worth it. Good to eat when you're super hungry/feeling super cheesy (no pun intended).

4) Home made yong tau fu, 2 bowls. Has like fishcakes etc etc but it's mainly veg so it's... okay? OTL it has potatoes though...

5) 5 squares of milk chocolate. I always have sugar rushes at like around 8-10pm every day grrrr- /facepalms

HOW IS THIS A DIET EVEN.
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Stuff I should actually be worrying about:

-SAT. In 2 days.
-CCA trials, portfolios, etc.
-JC life. Especially about studies, new subjects, enrichment programs, etc.
-My future in general.
-... ... ... ... I have to get back to the real word. It's hard, since I've been surviving with 20% of myself standing on solid ground since, idk, forever?

Monday, October 8, 2012

Mathematics

It's end of year examinations and I think I'm going to screw it.

Not because I don't know how to do the questions but because I won't have enough time and probably will make loaaads of careless mistakes (esp for differentiation and integration, not mention simple calculation errors ._.)

Shiet, just shiet.

I really need my 4.0 with this.

---This is an official blog dedicated to prayers to the exam god. If you see this, pray with me.

Ame- wait, Examen?!?

(...no offence intended so please refrain from taking any. This girl is desperate.)

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Darn. Suck it up, Singapore.

This post is probably a result of too much reading about globalisation and what not crap at the last minute for the social studies test tomorrow.

The topic is "Globalisation" "Singapore" "Heartware" "Hardware".

The person here is a "new immigrant", the "deadly enemy" of some "native Singaporeans" who is, alas, not born on this sacred piece of a red dot.

Sense my sarcasm. Only that there's nothing to be sarcastic about, only to be sad about.

The person here is also extremely immature, both age wise and brain wise. This person has also lead a very sheltered life so far. So just bear with me.

I really don't want this to be a complaint. Let's do a sum-up of all the conflicting viewpoints about The Singaporean Society (pop. 4mil?), the $ sign, globalisation and The Government.

Views:
http://youdonthavetoagree.wordpress.com/2012/09/02/letter-to-singapore/
----mainly negative
-Singapore society is too "jaded"
-High pressure, etc. - government just chase for profit
-Ha, we used to believe in "no gambling" and stood up for that belief, so what's up now?
-"Embrace variety"? Or is it just "tolerate"?
-Too much "hardware", too focused on the shallow glossy surface
-Damn immigrant expats.
-Well maybe not, but plenty of anti-sentiments against them and PAP for showing favouritism to those people
-...and the competition they bring, even those who are "new here" like me.
-Hey, can we stop focusing on just trying to survive? On the "footage of HDB flats"? We can do much more.

Continuing if I get more...but that's about the gist of it.

---somewhat in contrary to the above
-Change is in your hands mates! Let the young generation redefine Singapore.
-Get more babies and stop migrating if you don't like "foreigners". Period. (government coughcough)
-Singaporeans will become extinct. We will lose jobs, lose investments... our neighbours will catch up...blah blah...CONCLUSION: You swim or you sink (coughcough LKY/LHL...)


On the bright side of things...
http://www.todayonline.com/Singapore/EDC120909-0000043/Key-challenge-of-Spore-conversation-is-managing-expectations--PM-Lee
+that national day rally.


Okay. Breath.

From MY view, this is quite ridiculous.
I'm very fortunate to have a school with a social studies program that allows us to explore such topics, and keep in touch with the world and our country. I'm really grateful for that. I'm grateful that I have a teacher who is genuinely concerned about this country's future and how the younger generation thinks and knows.

Look at the SS textbooks of other secondary schools. I shall daringly suggest that they are almost equivalents of what we call "propaganda" (not that I'm very against it). The whole purpose-filled National Education system/module is, to be honest, pretty disturbing (especially to scholars and people like me - no offence). I can tell that (most) teachers, although they respect the whole idea, cannot seem to take it seriously as well.

What has made me feel much more Singaporean is this whole social studies program, which we discuss issues and make comments that are perhaps more or less inappropriate (aka, politically incorrect) - especially about government/political issues. Funny thing is, even though we make lots of comments (coughs) about the ruling party, most of us still supports it. It is really worrying to see the whole wave of anti-PAP sentiments coming in from people who, if I may purpose, have no idea of what they are doing.

PAP had its problems. PAP had its fair share of failures. To chase them out and saying that they are brainwashing people? Erm.

Singaporeans' expectations keep rising to don't know where, and I just can't stand the ignorance sometimes.

I also can't stand the narrow minds here. I've tried hard to be accepted into this society, and largely I've been successful - modifying my accent when speaking Chinese, learning Singlish, etc. The vary fact that I realised I need to do this somehow in my toddling years to avoid getting disadvantaged is something.

Gosh idk what I'm writing anymore. Will probably fail test tomorrow. Too tired to care. Too fed up (for whatever reason) to care.

Probably leaving for Canada next year.
.....har, har.   .____.